Today

I am a very lucky women! I have a wonderful family, and when things happen in our world to other people it only makes me more thankful that I have been given this day to spend it with my kids and husband! At the end of the day I always think..." if only I would have made time for this and that" or " was that tv show really more important than reading with my son?".... I create many opportunities for "do-overs" and I don't think its so bad to want to make changes, what's bad is that I often beat myself up with negative thoughts about what kind of mother/wife I am; this creates an obstacle in which I overeat to overcompensate for the feelings that negative feelings that I create. I have been learning to change this and its working! I am becoming a much more dependent women who is learning that my self-worth is not dictated by feelings but by the person that I am and the person I want to be!
My marriage has had good days and bad days, lately many of those days are good ones. John and I are reaching new levels within ourselves and are not so "dependent" on each other and that is bringing a new level of confidence in our relationship. I believe in him and he believes in me.. ( kinda sounds like a Kenny Rogers song--lol)Thanks babe for our 16 years of marriage!
I am also lucky to have Hannah and Johnny! What else can I say about my kids. They drive me crazy-------but I love them!
I am leaving for Mexico tomorrow, perhaps that is why I am being sentimental today.. I just want the world to know that I am a lucky women!